call me what you like, but i will always be MYSELF

and I've been writing some stuff on Quizilla, also in my switch of schools people think of me as something rare. I say something because thats what it is. 

I honestly hate he fact that some people are already calling me "emo" and saying crap that they don't know. But, whatever I just laugh it off someday I'll just breakdown from holding so much in.

You get used to it, you know? 

WELL, on the bright side, not so bright but pretty good, the guy I've been crushing on is now, yes, my boyfriend:).

He is amazing and  hope that he doesnt do anything to mess up or I do. Anywayssssss, he is very sweet and funny.. AND oh gosh, I'd keep going but I don't want to bore you to death.:\\

You might be thinking, or not but just to clear out. That picture (above), it says "Skylaar". Right? "Well who is Skylaar?" I guess...

Now, you must be thinking.. "What? Skylaar, whoever that is, has nothing to do with her?" or you might not even care but, Skylaar is a name.

Now you MIGHT, be thinking "NAH." Well, yes it's a name. (No, not my "crush" he's Jared:D). And it's Skylaar because I HATE my name like I literally HATE it and I wanted a calm, non-hyperactive name:).

And so I found the name Skylaar, putting a double-A for a touch of uniqueness. No, I haven't changed it legally..

And if I were to it would be Skylaar. 

On other hands. Schools great, I guess besides the fact that Ive been new since more than a month and still look like a new girl. But, my midtermswere great, well I passed them atleast. 

I have art as one of my electives. The teacher signed me up for advanced next year not even 2 weeks while I was there. I wonder what got her to do it. I mean I love art and I'm a pretty good artist but I'm not sure how'd she figure that out without seeing any of my work. I personally think that photography is better for me. Speaking of that, I've been begging my mom for a professional camera. I dont lnow a lot about them BUT, I want to start off cheap. The cheapest one is about $200-$300. But, I guess if I asked them to combine their money, or break the cost in half then I could possibly get it for my birthday this year. Also, I'm already thinking ahead. NEXT year, I'm most likely getting a job. Yes, a job at Dairy Queen. Or, Publix I don't know.. Someplace here I can make money and save up to move out as soon as I'm 18. No kidding. 

I've been obsessing over Facebook and Shane Dawson. 

Not sure why, but I guess Shane is a very cool guy. He's been through a lot I guess. Raised without a father, his grandma died. I know it's little but it meant a lot to him and also you never know what happens after he shuts down that camera. Well, on other hands I was obsessed with facebook. Not anymore though, it's just so.. Lifeless. And also if you want to add my facebook my name is Skylaar Faith, but if not just add (i'll put the link after I finish the blog. I'll put my Youtube account, Twitter and Formspring.) 

I've been thinking about making a Tumblr or not. I'm not sure..

It's too.. Used?

My point is, too much people are starting to use it.. And lets just say I dont like that. 

I'm getting tired of listening to crunkcore, rock, screamo, etc. 

I want songs that sound like Jar of Hearts by Christina Perri. Just not about love about life. 

About the bad things in life.. Like the song Welcome to My Life by Simple Plan... If you know any PLEASE tell me them:). I'd appreciate it, very much...

I guess this is my time to go.. I'll be back soon. :)

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Twitter: http://twitter.com/#!/ZombieEatSkylar

Youtube: http://www.youtube.com/user/ZombieEatSkylaar?feature=mhum

Formspring: http://www.formspring.me/Skylaarxx3

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bye

Anyways, school has started and since my switching of school's I have to stay home an extra week and I still have to take midterms -which I pretty much have to step up my grades a lot- and if I don't I'm in the risk of failing.. -.- 

I've never failed before but I got held back for being born in November -____-

But, I still have my old books which I can study LOADS off of..

I've been obsessed with The Chronicles of  Vladimir Tod.. Mostly cause the front cover called  my attention :D, a vampire\\\\\\\\human with "emo-kid" looks of course that caught my attention : )

They're really good I'm on the second one and I finished the firt one rreally fast.. I'm inlove with Vlad.. Yes, I know fictional character. I have a real good image of Vlad up in my head nd hopefully some movie won't ruin my images... In my opinion I think that they REALLY should NOT at all make a movie and ruin everyones image of the characters. 

I want to be honest and clear. I HATE LABELS, but, if I want to come across my point I might use them..  Like, honestly they're just absolutely bull.. But, I need to explain a lot more in like the future or whatever.. 

I'll explain in my next post something else about me.. More what goes through my head : \\\\\\\|

OMFG, I just saw the solar eclipse and I gotta admit it's my first time seeing one and it was absolutely AMAZING!

Back to the point.. I found my mom's camera and took LOADS of pictures which most of them got erased BUT I left the one that are really pretty :)

I'll post them up each time I write a new post and if you want comment, but no mean comments.. Pleasee :D

So I was looking at Emraawr's posts and I really like her posts and stuff I like the 30 day letter things it's absolutely creative and meaningful..

She's a very good writer and incase you haven't checked her blog out.. CHECK IT OUT NOWW!!!!!

One of the things I'm really looking forward for is to make friends on Piczo and Tumblr like great friends that are real cool.. :)

I'm hoping I accomplish that..

Well, I'm gonna hit the bed already yawning.. Guess Redbull doesn't last as long as I thought..

Goodnight :D 

Alsooooooo, I'm excited cause my step brother is coming on Wednesday. Which, I hope will be fun and I could keep my mind off of my troubles. 

I've just had to recently change schools and stuff (which is pretty sad). I just realized I have to turn in my VERY over-due Harry Potter book (Due; Nov. 29), I also have to give my math teacher his book back. And my science teacher.. And my french teacher's book back too.. But Hopefully, on my way to turn the book's in I get to see some of the people that currently mean a lot to me.

Today is THE MOST BORING day EVER! I seriously need to be less anti-social. But, it's that every person out there is some sort of wannabe-gangster.. Which is something I just DESPISE.. i prefer having emo, rocker, scene people as friends.. Well, to put it simple.. I want to have friends that are more like me that have the same interests as me and stuff. Not to mention some people my parents would let me go out with anywhere. The only looking-forward I'm doing is to see my new school. See if there's any (sorry for labels I don't like them either -.-) "emo, scene" people at the school. Which I totally hope there is. 

There's this band that I just LOVE SO MUCH! And they keep me pretty energetic at times. 

brokeNCYDE. I just simply love them, they have awesome beats, I love their voices but, the lyrics on the other hand are pretty "Rated-R". But, hey so what? It's okay to sometimes listen to dumb lyrics for once in a while..

The good thing is they do have some songs with some good lyrics even if it's talking about suicide or stuff it does have some REAL good meanings..

Listen to them and tell me what you think??

:)

I'm pretty happy I atleast got like 1 or 3 followers I think I don't know my computer's pretty slow and messed up today. 

I find it hard to believe that where I thought I was gonna be happy once and for all is not the right place for me. So what if I'm with my mom once and for all? It doesn't make me as happy. I want to be happy, but I can't ever find a way. 

Yeah, yeah.. I know I'm talking way to much about how bad life is right now, and I apologize. I'm a realistic person so I can't help but to talk about the "Real Thing". 

Anyways.. I'd really like to keep up with this blog and have lotts of followers and hypes so I can see that people enjoy my writing.. But, I just started so all I can expect is a little bit of feedback.

Oh gosh I'm sleepy.. Well not such a suprise it's 2:02 A.M but I'll just probably go to sleep around 6 A.M.

Thankfully Jackass is keeping me somewhat up. Well, nevermind Jackass, it just got changed into South Park. 

I LOVE SOUTH PARK! :D